Hi , I’m Ghada and I wanted to take a moment to reintroduce myself
What matters most to me that you know about me is that I am no different than you
My journey and story may not sound like dramatic to some, or have dark secrets or even an inspirational story. But it’s my story. It is my journey that brought just about every bump, challenge, tears, pain and obstacle that could imagine. Although I brought up in a family that cultivate entrepreneurship and learning and knowledge, I didn’t grow up with natural self esteem, sense of belonging or self belief
I may not have the same experiences like you but I understand some of the emotions underneath those experiences like grief, loneliness, anger, disappointment, resentment, joy, love, confidence
It’s not surprising to me to see people anxious constantly trying to hustle and catch up in the race
The race of success, popularity, health and wellness, money
The race to do more
get more
work more
compete more
only to get to the end of day
void of any fulfillment
or any sense of true self
I was this person
I was arguing with every reality and get defensive and angry every time I think things should be different
I pushed, controlled, manipulated situations and people just to perfect an image or idea of who I should be
I chased enough-ness and believed that everything I am and everything that I am doing won’t save me
I spent tremendous hours and depleted my energy in all the wrong places to keep busy; back then busy meant worthy and productive
I was always hungry ( literally and metaphorically ) and Jump from one project /business/ relationship/ to another seeking recognition and love
My value increased or decreased based on someone’s ability or inability to see my worth
I didn’t know what my piece of the life puzzle looks like, I didn’t know where it fit or doesn’t fit
I didn’t feel supported or held by something bigger than me : universe /god/community
My soul path of authenticity and fulfillment started when I got awakened and stopped running and giving my power away to sources outside me ( some good years ago )
When I trusted myself, listened and followed my super amazing curious self
I began to connect the dots and put my pieces together
I began to feel my wholeness and my piece in the big puzzle of life
and began to align with my essence and values, my gifts, my strengths and weakness
I have always been a stubbornly ambitious and a yes wild woman
But what I have learned and still learning in my process of alignment and freedom is that the more I listen to my inner soft kind voice, that whispers of wisdom /god/source and act from this incredible creative abundant place , the more magic my life fills up with
More abundance
More self care
More creation
More appreciation
More real life time
More contribution
More productivity
More fun
More flowing
Are you willing to find your piece of the puzzle ?
Are you willing to stop chasing results and seek your own truth ?
